On paper, my life seems great - new promotion, running half-marathons, getting married, first-home shopping, and going on honeymoon - those long term type of goals you share with someone you love and care for. It’s almost strange to feel things all come together for once. There’s honestly not much I feel that’s truly lacking in my personal life, except it still feels like something’s missing - a feeling of nostalgia that I’m hoping I can relive with someone who’s also in town for the holidays and who’s looking for the same.

Unfortunately, I’ve really miss the feeling of “firsts” with another person. That first kiss, first “I love you”, the way the butterflies feel in your stomach when you’re about to do something big. There’s an air of excitement with somebody else who’s also feeling it for the first time too. It’s that sense of adventure you only get once in life if you do it right the first time. I’m looking to feel that first time with again - even if it’s just role playing for an afternoon.

I want someone who’s looking to relive their “firsts” too for a discrete, one time encounter - like the first time they fell in love, the first time they felt wanted and accepted, or the first time they made love as a married couple. I’m open to any scenario, so long as it brings that renewed air of excitement again for the both of us. In some ways, it can be therapeutic to remember what things used to feel like, or how things should have gone if everything had gone according to plan. It gives us the closure we need to feel before we return to our real lives as discretely as how we met.

I’m open to anytime in the next couple of weeks and would love to explore this with the right person, especially as the holidays roll around. Definitely feel free to reach out if you’re curious how things would go and if you wanted to meet soon as well.