Sorry but I had to try something that might make this stand out above the others, can't blame a guy for trying, can ya?

Life is weird sometimes, one minute you think you know where yr going, what yr doing, and know exactly what you want out of life and in the next minute, you have completely changed yr direction. I guess what I'm trying to say is to those that have it all figured out for themselves, I commend you, because as I sit here at the grand old age of 45, married now for almost 15 years, and yet still searching for something that I have not found. An emptiness inside of me grows on a daily basis, and there's definitely something missing. I thought my marriage to my wife was the direction I wanted to take, but as time went on, it seemed like we were becoming more and more different from each other, and even though we still deeply care about each other, the passion and the romance is gone, the connection that was once there is distorted, and I can no longer sit in the shadows and watch my life go by. The days are filled with loneliness, and the time has come to do something about it, so that's where you come in. I am seeing out a woman that can rock my world, so to speak. Funny, charming, witty, kind, decent, warm are just a few of the traits I look for, and someone I can have deep meaningful conversations with. I'd hate to use the term, "online gf", but in essence, it sums it up, for to be able to have that connection again is priceless. Now about me, I'm a little around the edges but I'm a warm teddy bear at heart. 6'2 205 pounds, long brown hair and beard, tall strong hairy dad bod type, I have alot of qualities women find delightful, I'm humorous, pleasant, kind respectful, I know how to treat a woman right, to say all the right flirty stuff and tell her how special she is every single day, and cherish every word, every moment that we have. I want to sweep her off her feet and treat her like the wonderful beauty she is, and deserves to be treated. I'm also a very laid back easy going person, I'm very open minded and open to any and all discussions. Some interests I have are music, particularly electronic and metal, TV shows, mostly comedies and dramas, movies of the same kind but I just like watching movies in general. I do enjoy the outdoors and taking walks but as well as going to restaurants, movie theaters, etc. I'm so much fun to be around, and my aura is all about positivity, peace and love.

So I know that's alot to take in lol, and if I left anything out, feel free to ask. I'm also totally cool with swapping pics and what not. I really have been missing something significant like this for a long time, so if this seems like yr not serious, then don't waste yr time. The time is now, and the world belongs to us!!!