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I don't think I'd mind being two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl year after year.
I miss sympathetic experience. To feel that swelling of emotion when you're sharing a song and finally being seen. Or to watch a scene and know your pulses are both rising. To feel a hand grasp yours out of sheer need. I don't want to laugh or cry alone anymore. I want to be quantum entangled.
I want to be addicted to your voice. I want to be worth the risk. I want to fell compelled to let you know that I'm thinking about you right now. I want to to get high on serotonin when you say my name. I want "is typing..." to be a dopamine rush. I want to know I can put a smile on your face. I want to feel like the most interesting man on the planet for one single human.
I want to take photos of the sunset just because I want you to see it too. I want to daydream about unlikely futures; fantasize about the time-line where we ended up together. I want to sip stale diner coffee with you at two in the morning. I want to fill pages of my sketchbook with you. I want to draw all over your body with a sharpie.
I want to read books to you. I want to hear the story of you. I want to hear your sad-girl playlist. I want to wipe away your tears. I want my world-view broadened. I want to rub brains with you. I want a safe place to crawl and hide in.
I want to forget where you end and I begin.
I'm a big, burly, broad-shouldered, bald, bearded and bespectacled. I try to be emotionally-intelligent, live by empathy, and hope I leave the world a better place than I found it.
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