Posting again because I know what I’m looking for and still haven’t found it.

We should be messaging each other right now and smiling every time a new message comes through, but sadly we aren’t. We should be giddy about the phone call we are going to have before bed, or the voice note that you I sent to tell you I was thinking about you.

I want to be important to you, as you will be to me. I to say good morning and goodnight, every day. I want to talk about how your day was and ask you what’s for dinner. I want to listen to you when something is bothering you and provide emotional support.

I want to catch feelings for you. I want to miss you when I don’t hear from you. I want to tell you and remind you of how beautiful you are. I want to send you sweet nothings bust because. I want to long for you and wonder what you’re doing. I want to know your schedule and tell you to drive safe every time you tell me you’re going somewhere.

This means that I’m looking for someone to get lost in that dynamic. I need someone who can communicate continuously. I respect that you have obligations and we both require discretion, but if you have to tiptoe around and hide to communicate, it will never work.

I realize this is more readily available outside of a marriage, but have no desire to end my marriage, for a number of reasons. I know there is someone out there looking for the same thing. Maybe, like myself, someone had that and lost it and are looking to replicate that feeling of being wanted and desired. I had it, lost it, and desperately crave it again. I can tell pretty quickly if there is a connection, primarily based on attitude and communication style. There needs to be a mutual attraction, but I don’t truly have a type. Just be yourself and be comfortable in your own skin.

For my details, I’m 42, married, with one younger child. I’m 5’11, 260, with brown eyes and a pretty sweet beard (if I do say so myself). I’m built like an NFL lineman and have been told that I look like Jason Kelce.

I know you’re out there; please say hello!