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Gonna be vulnerable here. So I have a complicated backstory. I had a rough childhood and that made it to where sex was the last thing in my mind growing up. I didn't lose my virginity till I was in my twenties with the woman that would eventually become my wife. I have a very happy marriage. Kids pets the whole package. But my past is catching up with me. All the what ifs and the I should have done this or that are playing in my mind constantly. Especially when theirs turbulence in my life and there's a lot of that right now. I'm not trying to change my situation but I can't help these feelings I've always gotten such a rush talking to other people but have never gone all the way maybe if I bite the bullet and go all the way it'll help. It's literally fucking intoxicating. I've been trying to for years. Anyone else know how I feel? I'd love to talk about it.
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