Why am I here?

Let me give you an idea by explaining a typical lovemaking session with my wife.

First, she gets undressed very quickly. She really enjoys me fucking her. I enjoy foreplay and if l'm lucky, she'll keep her panties on while we kiss and I massage her breasts and rub her clit through her panties. It really turns me on to feel a woman getting wet through her panties. It shows me she wants me badly.

She'll get so riled up and strip her panties off very quickly. I'I try to prolong the foreplay by spreading her wetness to her clit where l'll massage in a varying tempo based on her breathing. l try to keep her on the edge.

Often times she'll put me on my back and give me a fantastic blowjob where she's stroking me and swirling her tongue around my head and shaft and lately she's even been sucking on my balls after I shared how good it feels.

This is where what I'm missing begins. I want nothing more than to run my fingers through her hair and support her head around my cock, but she sternly tells me don't touch her hair.

Fuck, what the hell man? I'm so turned on and I can't even touch your hair. So while she's sucking my cock, l'lI rub her back, shoulders and arms instead, all the while wishing I could include her head and hair in the caressing.

After a minute or two of that, she'll come up to mount me, but what I want to do is return the favor. Every now and then, I'Il push her onto her back and tell her I want to taste her and she says no. I used to try this all the time, but have since reduced my attempts after getting rejected so often. Mind you, we've been together a very long time and I used to let her cum on my tongue all the time.

I absolutely love the taste, smell, and sounds of her moaning when I'm going down on her but in most recent years, I get a no way more often than a yes. Probably a no 90%of the time.

So then we'll just get to fucking where she typically rides me until she cums with some occasional doggy style mixed in. I'I typically finish in her in missionary after she has came.

What I want to do is pull her hair when she's riding me or in doggy style but that's an absolute no no. She at least let's me spank her now, which I like a lot.

Oh and she doesn't like it when I try to talk dirty. When I ask her if she likes it, or to tell me that her pussy is mine. She thinks it's cheesy but it turns me on.

In short, I'm looking for someone who will let me go down on them, pull their hair, and talk dirty.

Is that really too much to ask?

l'm 44, 5'10", 185lbs fit, DDF, retired military, and still a working professional. I'm an empty nester looking for what I'm missing at home.

I have many flexible days throughout the week to work with for some passionate meetings between our secretive conversations.

My wife is a 5'7", blonde hair, blue-eyed girl. l'm looking for someone 5'7" or shorter, HWP, race doesn't matter, and DDF.

Hopefully, I don't get judged too much for my honesty

I'm looking forward to meeting you.

BTW, I work in Wilmington, DE, and can travel of course.