I'm tall-ish, average-ish, cute-ish (heck, maybe more in a "are you REALLY old enough to drink?" sort of way than an actually attractive sort of way, but I'll still take it), and I have a comically big dick. That's not to brag, just stating the facts. I'm also pretty awkward.

I'm in what once was a happy relationship but seems to be going downhill. I'm grappling with whether to stay or leave. There's a lot invested and it seems like some of the issues could be solvable, but right now I'm pretty unhappy. I have never cheated on a partner before but I know I need to do something to get myself out of the funk that I'm in with myself and with the relationship. My partner has anger issues and I really need someone who is more easy going to contrast with that.

Some of the additional things I'm looking for in a new/affair partner are:

• Some hobbies/interests. I'm a fucking nerd and while my interests are highly specific and may not overlap with yours, I appreciate the appreciation of niche activities and geeking out about them.
• Some interest in being physically active. I don't work out much "on purpose" like go to the gym, but I spend a whole lot of my time outside doing active stuff. I'd say MOST of my extra time during daylight hours is spent outdoors.
• Physically, we all have our preferences, but I don't have a type that can be typed out. I don't care if you're fat or skinny or whatever, there's a lot more to attraction than that! We're just going to have to exchange pics and see if it seems like there could be mutual attraction, and I'm happy to go first if you're worried about anonymity.
• Sexually, I'm pretty vanilla in terms of power dynamics (not a dom nor a sub here...), yet also adventurous and pervy. If my comically big dick doesn't fit in you it's not even a deal breaker! As long as you let me lick your pussy for hours. I'm unsure how willing I will be to jump into this, as I said I have never cheated on a partner before, but I can make those decisions when they arise, only mentioning to state for full disclosure that I may have a slight bit of hesitance.

Some practical considerations: my partner lives a ways away, I'm honestly not concerned with being caught just from meeting up, so a public date would be very doable for me. It will probably be difficult (though occasionally doable) for me to host while I'm still in the relationship even though we don't live together. I'm not good enough at lying to keep a long term affair going, but I'm also not looking for just a hookup either, because I want some time to get a little bit comfortable with one another and see what being with someone else could be like!