It’s obvious why we are on this subreddit. We’ve been deprived of what we crave and our SO either can’t or won’t meet us halfway.

It seems the more and more I work at improving my situation at home, the more saturnine she is about our relationship. She swears she loves me, but despite everything she’s asked of me to fix or change, she hasn’t attempted to change herself.

Hence why I’m here. And yet, despite putting myself out there to find someone who would fulfill me, rejection is a constant. I’ve come to terms with my physique. I was not gifted with height, and despite being active in the weight room I still carry my dad bod. I love myself. I’ve put work into myself. I will not be everyone’s cup of tea, and I am ok with that.

After awhile rejection can weigh heavily on one’s soul. Being rejected at home, and now in the virtual world. How does one keep fighting to find themselves when others won’t accept who they are? Just a vent. Thanks for listening.