i f(16) am going insane my parents r traditional muslim brown parents and they’re toooo strict i cant wear what i want cant be friends with who i want cant even wank in peace?? They got a bunch of cameras in and outside my house so no sneaking out and when i go out they have to see my female friends before i can get out of the car and the problem is my bestfriend is a guy and they dk about that. i lowkey just wanna give up on trying to maintain a relationship with them get a job so i can buy what i want and get my own phone and stuff. i tried sitting them down to talk about it but they don’t understand that not everyone wants to live in the old timey muslim ways?? im not even muslim i dont think so anyways and i cant tell them that or they’ll send me to the motherland, speaking of which i cant even do what i want in fear that they’ll bring me to my shitty country thats falling apart atm. i just think its insane to try cut me off from any males that aren’t my dad. insane to expect me to wear ugly ass clothes and do my makeup and hair how they want, i feel like they’re control freaks even for muslim parents. So how am i meant to keep sneaking around or do i just give up bc they keep taking precautions so they can catch me? i mean if they keep snooping they’ll get hurt so im considering just giving up on trying to keep them happy, they’re a bit abusive tho they will beat the shit out of me idek what to do atp