Last year I was Diagnosed with HIV at only 20 years old, I got it from my ex girlfriend who cheated on me and spread it. I’ve always just wanted someone I could truly love and have a great life with, but this has truly made that very difficult. There are very few heterosexual men like me who have HIV and it eats at me every day. I’m undetectable, and very educated on the manner, it just gets to me every day and I can’t not think about it every waking second. A lot of people have mentioned positive singles as a way of dating with other positive people, but every girl on there for me Had Herpes, not HIV. But, regardless I just want to be able to date normal and not have this constant burden, and it seems like the rarity of being HIV positive Hetero in America has made it so there’s no way for me to know how to deal with this. I tried therapy but it didn’t work out for me. Also can answer any questions if anyones curious