How can I (M17) be more responsible. I can say when I’m wrong and tell when I’m being a douche. But I can’t drive I don’t have my license, I want to but I get hella anxiety from it and don’t have a reason too. My mom tells me I need to grow up cause I like dnd and painting minis. I just do it as a hobby but I have no friends so I can’t play. I feel like a worthless dickhead cause if I don’t do something right my mom blows up. Keep in mind she is in pain from a unknown medical condition and knowing that I try and be patient. Just yesterday I spilt paint on the floor and she was so mad and dissatisfied it brought her to tears and made me go to my room when I said I’d clean it. Advice is appreciated I just want my mom to be proud of me.