I recently started up another job I thought that this was what I needed to get out of the house and do something to distract myself but I’m just don’t think it’s for me I’ve only been there two weeks but retail is an absolutely depressing just in a different way I don’t want to be there but I’m unsure of where else to go before this job I was in a dark spot with some thoughts of suicide but I dropped out of college because frankly it’s not what I wanted I hated myself for not giving it more effort but It wasn’t my place I’ve considered trade school but I’m unsure of that as well I like interacting with people but I hate the dullness of retail any advice that isn’t you have depression I’m well aware of that much would be appreciated.