I was born into a household where i was kept in my room all day only being allowed to play Playstation and watch conservatives media by my nazi father (he genuinely thought hitler was right im not using hyperbole.)

And so i grew up thinking all trans were child molesters all nb people were just weirdos looking for clout and that the gays were out to destroy society and being gay was a sin and evil not to mention how evil all other sexualities are especially poly relationships.

Suffice to say i internalized a lot and im still struggling to forget it all and figure out who i truly am as i wasn't allowed to be myself or even show emotion. I am an amab person who bad little to no experience with people outside of my discord friends i made after my father was sent to jail for threatening to kill me and my siblings.

I am here with but a humble request of some advice on how best to make new friends where i live, meet new people and try to best find out who i am with what little dignity and money i have to this husk of a shell i reside in. Thank you.

Edit; added the comment to.the post and the comment will now be deleted ty for your patience reddit.

Edit 2; removed the disclaimer about it being a comment at the top.