Hello to everyone reads this!

I am 23 years old, economics fresh graduate with a good GPA.

So basically about myself, I believe that i have strong mindset, it was always my goal to build a powerful mindset that no situation, person or anything can manipulate me for failure. Success is my key term of life, my passion.

So even tho i am very young, I have experienced so many things. I lived in USA almost for a year, I have done a lot of jobs(worked in hotel,pizza store,amusement park,waterpark, real estate,blockchain company even in farm and more). Right now I am having my internship in IT outsourcing company. It’s the end of my internship and next week they’ll tell me if I am staying.

It’s crucial for me because if they hire me, I’ll get hired as “head of marketing” in the age of 23 which is super amazing thing you can achieve(at least for me). Another important thing is, I am having my internship in Europe as non-European and I don’t wanna go back to my country. It means starting over for me.

I have put a lot of work, days and nights to get this position and still not sure if they’re gonna want to work with me.

I feel so tired of trying out things, even when I am with my gf, I cannot enjoy the moment thinking about this situation. I am so stressed.

Has anyone had this kind of situation before? What can you advice me?

Note: It’s maybe 2nd or 3rd time Inam ever asking for an adivce, I am not a gu who takes advices and if I am doing it now, you can understand how important the situation is