My ex cheated on me a week after moving into uni and the pain is destroying me from the inside, even a month later and when I thought I was getting over her I found out now my friend is fucking her and I'm back to square one but worse. At the exact same time I don't even have time to be sad because I've just started uni and the work is way too difficult for me I don't understand a thing thats going on and it seems like everyone else does, I find it so hard to focus while i'm in so much pain aswell, and when I do i don't even fucking understand anything and I just feel worse. I've also realised after all the grinding for 2 years to get into this university and course that I don't even fucking like the course it's fucking killing me I want to do something I love but it's too late to go back. I don't even have anyone to talk to about anything here because it's a completely new place and all of my friends are off at other universities doing courses they love having the time of their life. For the first time in my life I don't know how I'm going to escape this situation I feel like my life is suddenly falling apart and I feel so depressed but I don't even have time to feel depressed because there's just so much work. Please help me.