Hello! 24(m) here. I was wanting to be a musician and then that whole idea fell to pieces and I never want to try and return to it. I finished an engineering course at college and was going to go to uni but sacked it off to play music which I know longer want to do.

I can’t get keep down a shitty job. I’ve been fired from two minimum wage jobs recently and my self esteem is getting lower and lower. My girlfriend and me want to move to Germany next year and are practicing learning German with each other. She has a really great job and it makes me feel like a loser.

I was abused and neglected heavily a child so I find doing basic things really hard and life often feels too much due to not knowing how to do basic things or having support emotionally or financially or whatever.

I’m really stuck and I want to discuss what people think I should do without knowing them as I’m so embarrassed of how it’s all going in my life tbh. What should I do?