So yesterday I was watching some of that Ninja Warrior, Titan Games kinda thing and I got pretty inspired to start working out. Its been almost 10 years that I've been getting heavier and heavier. I'm 5'2 (159cm) and last time I weighed myself, I was weighing 154,3, but I'm pretty sure I gained another 20 pounds so far. I hate how I look and how tiring everything feels, every time I do something a little bit more physical, I need to catch my breath, or I feel pain. As we are still on quarantine around here, we cant go to the gym. So I decided to start doing something at home. But... why do I feel ashamed of doing so? I dont know if I'm worried about failing, or looking stupid doing exercise... I just feel shame and this is stopping me of doing it. I can't get rid of this feelings... Have any advice for me?