Background about me is I'm a 3rd year business student but stopped because I was tired, before I stop studying I'm already working from home so I could pay my tuition fees and stuff. I lived with my sister and she pays for everything except tuition fees, so basically I get free food and free rent, thankful for her about that. I'm 23 years old and I don't have any plans in my life, I don't feel passionate about anything, I'm not interested in anything, I feel like I don't want to do anything, just nothing, I just wanna lay in bed all day.

since I stop studying a year ago I was able to save a lot of money since I dont really pay for anything lol, so what I did was to enroll and apply for a student visa in another country (sis doesn't know this) bc of the covid things got delay and so I'll be flying by the end of the year, I spent a lot of money on this and I'm not so sure anymore, I'm actually beginning to get scared that I would be living alone in a foreign country.

why i did this because I wanna change something in my daily life and I think living in another country would make me independent and grow as a person. but I'm scared and unsure, I'm not really sure what advice am I looking but probably to see if mu decision is making any sense at all.