i have a very good job but lets just say its a very stressful job even though everyone at my job loves to make it seem easy and harmless. a little back story though, i got this job that started as one of the easiest jobs ive ever done and was very very chill, i felt so content. i was doing very well so they moved me up to a different place in the building and the job got a lot harder :( i understand the job and i do it very well, the numbers i have keep up with everyone even though i just started. but the job makes me question myself and gives me a very bad gut feeling the whole time im working. this just started when i got sent to work from home with the current situation in the world. it got worse every day i worked..i hate it, it makes me so stressed, it makes me lose sleep, i dont eat sometimes and i dont feel like me. its a very good company and it pays very well and i dont want to lose another job because my momma is just going to think im a slacker. Idk if i should leave this job to save my mental health or just suck it up and try to get through it so my mom doesnt think im a fuck up and prove to her I can keep a 9-5. im 20-24 and have worked too many jobs for my age because i struggle being someone elses property and a employee. i just invested into a PC because i want to start streaming and also bought new music stuff to build a music studio in my room. I want to be my own boss and get my own bag on my own time and im motivated for it. i dont think anyone can stop me but i do struggle at doing 9-5 jobs where im just a number to a billion dollar company. so what i actually need advice on is what i should do... with this pandemic and all these jobs being taken away, the job market is a lot smaller now idk if its the best time to be jobless... so should i stick around and work this job no matter the way it makes me feel, or quit, focus solely on making music and getting my steam set up, try to get some side money here and there and risk being broke for a while? Or what are some other options? Idk i would love if i could get some others opinions.