Hey I have posted before but this is just getting worse. I think I might want to start talking to my mom about therapy or something but I have been getting stronger and stronger waves of absolute sadness. It’s a exponential increase of how bad. My motivation just isn’t there anymore to do anything. Im literally just failing classes from pure lack of any driving force anymore . The last class I felt passionate about was chemistry and the teacher seems to bond with everyone but me. I just sometimes feel like I just dove with a sunken diving bell into a pitch Black Sea . I will not lie I sort of pushed it off for a while because I figured I’d be a pussy or something but please someone help me through these hard nights. I have more to say but please message me if your willing to help. I’ll fill you in there