As a kid I always wanted to be a teacher so that's what I did. I HATED it and ended up quitting. I ended up settling into a job as a college careers adviser, it's ok but it doesn't fill me with passion or excitement. 2 years ago I started to study a masters in film Studies I love films and I wanted something more. I held off study for a year because I had a baby. I had planned to go back to study but my course has been dropped from the uni syllabus so I am graduating with a PG cert. The student loans company is granting me a loan for a new masters degree. I now have to choose between a careers guidance MA which my work wants me to study to progress in my current job or study film which I have no jobs I can aim towards beyond academia which I am scared I won't love. I want to provide for my family and I want stability but does that mean sacrificing having a career I love? What would I love to do? I feel lost. It's so easy to advise other people but when it comes to myself I am at a loss.