For context, I found out early last year that she cheated on her ex bf, later on I found out it wasn’t just once but more than twice. I know for sure of three people she cheated with but I’m not sure if there’s more. I could never find proof that she ever cheated on me despite some suspicions that she managed to prove wrong, but it wasn’t the same. We broke up for a bit but after a while we decided to try again.

It’s been okay and while it was hard to accept that the person I thought I knew wasn’t really her I learned to move past it, or so I thought

About a month ago she got sick with and a few days later she got a UTI, I didn’t think much of it and she eventually recovered. She said she got it cause of diarrhea. Later on I saw a video on TikTok about UTIs and it reminded me of it so I brought it up to ask her how she got rid of it.

Well she got really defensive and said that if I didn’t believe her and that I “always question everything”. I was caught of guard but her saying that reignited that fear of being cheated on in me.

She works at a nursing home and otherwise spends her time at home. She has my location and I have hers (her idea from wayyy back when we first got together) Has been acting dry but I chalked that up to stress and our schedules not aligning. But her comments on it caught me very off guard.

I don’t really know what to think of it all to be honest, it doesn’t feel good having these worries again. Am I justified for being worried?