I (34F) was talking to someone (32M) everyday for a year. It wasn't exclusive but there were some feelings for sure. Promises to go on vacation together, to tell each other if something was wrong, or if things were going to end.

But then, 2 months ago, he suddenly stopped replying to me. Ironically, the last time we spoke, he told me we'd have some time to talk that week.

I was so hurt that after a month of that, I blocked him. And now, I keep wondering if he reached out, I wouldn't know. And that I ruined any chance of reconciliation

I keep telling myself it's the right thing. That anyone who would do that to me doesn't deserve to be in my life. I've tried forgetting too. But there's always this lingering feeling that I was just too rash.