I am now officially a cancer survivor. I had a rare type of cancer and got diagnosed when I was 22. I was given a 45% chance to live to see the end of this year but it all changed and I came out winning as of last month. With all that being said I pushed away a lot of people to hide it and not let them suffer. I didn’t want them to experience the trauma. My father my senior year of high school had cancer and withered away and sadly passed. During that whole year I was taking care of him and my brothers. I got lots of mental scares from that so with that being said I pushed away the girl of my dreams because I thought I wasn’t gonna make it and haven’t stopped thinking about it/her since. Now that I beat the odds I feel empty without her and she doesn’t know. What should I do? I want her back but don’t feel worthy