I have a neighbor who lives in my building. Let’s call him Joe. I’ve run into Joe a few times over the past two years in passing. Like once in a blue moon we will get home at the same time and make normal small talk. I always punch myself because I want to say something that actually leads to us hanging out, not just work and the weather. I follow him on instagram and he is so nice and kind from what I can tell. I’m not even just saying this- I have such high standards for people yet he seems like he meets them. He has a beer tasting account where he rates beers and has all these videos himself and he is so funny and I feel like I know him. But I don’t know him. I want the best for him and to love him but I know I can’t pick and choose my destiny and who’s in my life so I kind of just sit back and let him be (as I should of course). But I feel like I will regret not making a move if the year goes by and he moves out or something. I haven’t had a crush like this since I was so young. He makes me feel inspired to write songs and poetry. I’m trying to channel the crush/my love for him in healthy ways. This morning I saw him leave for work out my window and I said I prayer that I hope he has a great day. I feel like I’m becoming a creepy weirdo but my intention is good. What do I do? I’m 24F he is 26M