So this girl and I have been talking, taking it slow.... we are both 30 plus.... I have noticed she keeps bringing up actors who are tall like over 6ft as handsome hunks... and she even dated a 6 2 guy ...... I am 5 10. SHE is 5 2.

Now the issue is this info is getting to me...

1. she likes tall guys, I get that.. then why tf is she talking to me..? she cannot get what she wants at the tall people market, so she is settling with me ? am I the loser who is picking up the used unwanted goods and then work hard for it.. as if its a great opportunity.

2. I am not even gonna go down the MGTOW/REd pill way and say she is stretched between the legs or whatever. but its sitting in the back of my mind, what if she is loose.. or what if she will fake it and always deep down think I am smaller and regret being with me.... I understand this is a stupid insecurity for a mature guy.... but how do I cope and get this crap out of my brain.