There is this person that I have had an off/on "situationship" with for a couple years that I finally said enough with, and I stopped all communication, removed them from everything then out of the blue they added me randomly on snapchat.. I took the bite and added them too, I liked this person but we are so different and also very similar, but I left because it wasn't working and I felt like shit around this person most of the time, confused and just not myself, obsessive and just plain weird, it had to stop. But, now I added them back and I am wondering what the hell we're doing here again, we talk all the time but I am just waiting for another blow up like the past, I am just trying to be a friend to her but it's hard when you are attracted and also want a life partner to do life together with..

She claims to have searched me on snap because she wanted my advice on some electrical stuff she was doing, there was no substance to the conversation, no bringing up me leaving, nothing like that just kinda chit chat and then she starts bringing up other guys, like she always does.. what is her angle? what the hell does she want? I feel like a fool for putting myself here again, I should of left it well alone I got away from this years ago and now I feel I "relapsed" because I thought maybe just maybe she had changed, don't get me wrong she's nice but she eventually starts doing stuff that triggers me. I am thinking of just dating other people to get away from these feelings and try to remain a friend to her.

Just want the communities take on all this, thank you