Caption pretty much explains, been with my girlfriend(F24) for about 10 months plus the 3 months before when we met eachother, idk what it is. I just don’t feel happy and I don’t know why. I’m not sure if it’s due to unhealed wounds from a previous relationships or just maybe us not really having the same things in common. I also feel like she’s lies about everything in her life, like you’ve ever spoken to someone and they tell you a story and you say to yourself “yeah that’s def a fake story” I feel that way with 60% of the things she tells me. I don’t know why I think that but I do.

I do love her but I feel like I lack the things she’s asking for from communication aspect and I don’t see myself getting better with it right now where I’m at in life(been struggling mentally recently). I’m definitely more of a me first guy and wanna figure myself out career wise while trying to maintain a healthy relationship, which we haven’t had in a few months due to some tendencies on both of our parts like her arguing with me every 2 weeks because I don’t post us on Instagram(I post like twice a year not even. I explained that) or her getting upset with me because I don’t communicate my feelings enough. I don’t know if I’m ready for all the things that come with a relationship but Now I feel like we wasted both of our times and I don’t wanna hurt her. But right now where I’m at I don’t see us together for the rest of our lives. I don’t know what to do. Idk what I’m asking for I just need to rant about this and maybe someone will understand. I def gave more in my previous relationship bc that was genuine love but idk what this is right now truthfully.