So almost going to be about a week of me coming home from work early and finding my now ex with another guy, honestly I kinda saw it coming cause there was a shit ton of signs but I figured I was the asshole until I had solid undeniable evidence. So anyways I may have had an altercation with the guy and gave him time to run before I took it further, I still needed something and the closest thing was a mirror and my hand got a bit sliced up. So anyways she calls the cops frantically and I left to collect myself and decided to go back cause I figured they were gonna look for me regardless and might even make it worse if that was the case. She tried to make it seem like I broke in and among other things. Long story short I know the relationship could never be mended back together but I do still love her and I was thinking about getting a tattoo to her. All my tattoos are black and white but I wanted to get a colored tattoo, regardless of how it ended she did have a positive impact on my life and brought out a side of me that I honestly didn't know was there, I also want to add her initials. Somebody telling me to not do it but I still want to go for it. I'm also trying to see if she'd be willing to hang out just one more day, I don't want it to end like that with me in the back of a squad car, honestly that was the last day I saw her as they drove me off. I want it to end on a positive note before we say our final goodbyes or would I be doing to much and just leave it as is.