I feel like when I’m just walking around I don’t realize how ugly I actually am. I end up feeling like people want to talk to me (like make small talk) or people want me to smile at them. But then I see myself and it’s like oh shit, you are a monster and just need to leave people alone.

That’s a pretty mild example but I also get into trouble where I’ll download tinder or try flirting and I’m sure I’m making the poor guys super uncomfortable. I just kinda assume I’m charming when I’m probably just creepy.

I usually don’t get crushes so that’s pretty good, but just flirting or chatting in suggestive manner or dancing with guys. I always feel so guilty when I get home and I see myself or I look at a picture.

Does anyone have tips on remembering that I shouldn’t be acting like I’m hot?