im 28 and my husband is 23. he has never cheated on me or even talked to another woman or gave me any kind of suspicion he would ever do anything like that to me. he doesn't even follow or interact with any women other than family on social media. however he's in the marines and currently away for training. i just can't get over the fear that he will get lonely and find a woman online to talk to or use a dating app or something. i know the cause of this fear, because it is what happened to me throughout my entire previous relationship of 4 years, which resulted in my 3 stays at a psychiatric hospital over those years. ive been with my husband for over 2 years. we've been married since march. i really love him and believe he is my soulmate. and he treats me like a queen and he adores me. but i'm so afraid of not being enough for him like i wasn't enough for others. and i can't shake this fear. i'm having panic attacks every night. i don't know how to get over this.