I have always been indecisive my whole life and only now I've come to realize how troublesome it is. I can almost never make a sure decision about something without second guessing myself. It sometimes gets to a point where I won't do anything because I couldn't decide. A small example I can think of is when I have a video games I want to play, I'll sit for hours trying to decide what character I'd want to play and be unable to decide after a few hours. It seems so silly to me and yet I'll do it to a point where I rarely play video games anymore.

Where this has become a problem for me in my life was my last relationship. I loved her personality and she was everything I looked for when it came to a life partner and companion. However, I hate to admit that when we were dating, some of her flaws made me second guess if I could commit to marriage with her. Eventually my indecisiveness and my other flaws led her to break up with me. Now I sit each day crying about how I feel I made the wrong decision in letting her go. I even miss her flaws and wish she was in my life so I could experience them again. I don't blame her and own up that my indecisiveness led to this outcome. I need to own my mistake and move forward.

I guess I'm on a self-improvement journey now, trying fix these parts of myself. But I really don't know how to deal with my indecisive problem. I want to be more certain in my decisions so that if another special woman enters my life I can be sure she is the one for me. Would anybody have some advice on what I should work on to better myself in this problem?