My ex girlfriend and her girlfriend and some random are going to Peoria for a trading card tournament, I really like playing the card game but we broke up like a month ago and we are still talking all the time, hugging, cuddling and kissing on the cheek, but she’s in another relationship. Before you say like that’s cheating according to my ex her gf would be okay with it, so it’s not bad… but she dosent really know. We also sometimes film for her onlyfans so my I usually get head every week or something. It leads me feeling kinda lead on but she legit begs me not to go no contact with her because I’ve tried; and I’ve not been able to let go, I’m emotionally immature and 22 and dumb in love. She wants me to go to this tournament with her, and her gf, which she hasn’t had sex with it or even done anything with. But she said if her girlfriend initiates affection she can’t reject it so like if I go with them I might have to see them cuddle and like hold hands and stuff. I don’t wanna see that so I don’t wanna go. But I have legit nothing else to do my parents are going out of town and I barely have a life outside of my gf, I’ll be pretty much lonely for like a week and I’m like so depressed. What would you do? If I go I don’t have to pay gas, or hotel fees is it worth it? To go. I’m also wondering if I go maybe that would piss the other girl she’s dating off and it would make their relationship rocky and I can get her back. There relationship already from my understanding isn’t that great she thinks she dosent like her. Anyway if u could help me out that would be great