So I love my best friend it all starts with my ex he was abusive trash and he helped me leave he stayed up all night with me eating snacks and played a game I loved but he hated just to make me feel better we watched movies and I wouldn't be as well as I am today without him I noticed the crush as soon as it happened I planned to say nothing and do nothing but one time I asked him what someone should do when they have feelings for someone and he said "tell then even if it's inconvenient because at least you can move on" so that is what I did and turns out someone else confessed as well and he had told us both he didn't want a relationship which was fine neither was I but shortly after they start dating and it felt like a blow to my heart honestly and they made it obvious that is was gonna happen and teased me about it l, all I could think was confessing no matter what is bs because if I could go back I wouldn't have done it from the start. Things have gotten better now but I still have feelings for him I've talked to others and I've done things with others but I still love him and it's wierd all I wanna do is hug him so I hug someone else to get my mind off him but all I can do is think of him I just want him but I can't so yea What should I do