Hey, I’ve been on my spiritual path for my whole life without knowing it. I had a Kundalini awakening at 19 and never knew what had happened back then until age 33 over COVID when I heard a story I resonated with after already doing maybe six or seven years of shadow work. I said a mantra to Kali and she kicked me into the cosmos further than I anticipated to integrate this energy. I was channeling, having visions, brimming with this intense electricity, then the year ended and I was dropped back to earth.

Worked out a few more years of shadow work as my shadow played out in my surroundings and living situation. Got out of there and began intuitively pranic healing. That lead to massive revelations about how this entire place works in terms of being a filament of consciousness creating existence as the source of interpretation. My entire path has been unorthodox and my visions and concepts have been handed to be from Qabala, the Tao, Gnostics, etc.. to illustrate ideas. Kundalini however has been the back bone of it all even tho I believe all these roads lead to the same place with different guidance.

Since these insights, I’ve let go more and more, lost my mind over and over to shed the pst and turn my third eye inside out. I have a sense of comprehending that to ‘know’ is to create, and am aware the yogis knew this world is an illusion. Thing is I’m curious where to go next. This term and idea is new to me, and I have t looked into it yet but it instills all the lessons of my life being entirely cumulative of my personal experience and ideas. As I clean up the subtler and subtler aspects, and am beginning training on controlling the illusion of Maya, I’m curious what your experiences have been like. Mine have been really psychedelic and intense, but I’m beginning to mellow out the energies again now which lessens the emotional knowing, but also quiets life’s distractions in the process. Looking to find a better balance.

Hope to hear from some people who have been through a similar process to gain better perspective. Thanks 🙏