So I just turned 30 I know I shouldn’t feel down about my life but I do. I’m recently married and I love my wife Just started a job in the career field that I’m currently finishing my degree in I just started going back to school to finish my bachelors I have some good friends I have a good dog My wife and I have a decent apartment

But it’s like since I turned 30 and maybe a little before that

I feel like I haven’t done enough like I was supposed to have done more

I have all this passion projects I just can’t seem to finish and I don’t wanna accept that they’ll never get done

I just feel like there’s no time in the day to do everything and I’m not managing my time well enough And when I do have time I have no desire to do my passions.. then I feel guilty that I’m not doing them

My life feels like a cycle or work, school, wife, sleep

I just feel like a loser … and I know that isn’t the mentality

Sometimes I think I’m just going to wake up and be 15 again and the last half of my life was a fever dream I’m not saying I don’t like my life but I won’t lie things haven’t gone the way I thought they would .. I just thought I personally would have accomplished more