I know, I know a rant from me again..

I lived a very complicated life up until recently, I’ve posted about it before and my current woes.

Through a lot of self reflection and my current relationship, I sought out therapy. While I’m petrified of being vulnerable, I am super happy I sought out therapy. My therapist is wonderful and bless her heart for helping me through my messy life.

Some days I’m happy I’m doing this life thing, but have a lot of bad days when my emotions hit me all at once. It reallyyyyyy sucks.

I was neglected emotionally and abandoned a lot of the times, it sucks having to deal with this. I couldn’t do anything as a child and I need to remember to give myself grace always..

Anyway, that’s my life 💫