i’ve been clean for maybe 3-4 weeks? (clean as in havent drawn blood) and it’s all because i’m way too tired. these days i’m hit with so much exhaustion that i can’t even bother to self harm. maybe during class i’ll pick at my skin or scratch but that’s more of a fidget thing, and rarely does it draw blood unless i try. but school and work have been beating me senseless LOL. i’m always tired and i can barely even function without an energy drink. i feel like shit but i’m too tired to even cope with it. my emotions are the same if not stronger. i feel like i’ve only gotten more distressed. the stress is effecting me emotionally and physically. i’m getting worse but atleast it’s keeping me clean i suppose.