does anyone else not care about scars or even open self harm wounds anymore? i self harmed about a day ago and i really don't want to waste bandaids by having to put big ones to cover above my elbow. i don't really feel ashamed, atleast not for long. i feel more guilty about the fact i'll never be a "proper" woman with my habits and my body. but i don't care much anymore. i don't want attention, i'm not shy when people ask questions. i self harm like someone would smoke a cigarette. i don't shove it in people's faces, but i don't care if people see it. it's apart of who i am. it's useless to try and hide it forever. i don't want the world to see how i am, but i don't care about the glances. i know i'm getting too comfortable with my habits, but i just can’t stop myself.