Haven't posted in a few months, figured I'd update myself and what I'm looking for. Posting to other communities too.

Hi, I'm V, I'm a college student living in Philadelphia, but I frequently go to NE NJ & NYC. I'm 22, and yes, I know I'm a bit young compared to the average age of people that post on these kinds of communities. I'm at a point in my life where I want to explore the more kinky parts of myself, and this is my biggest one by far.

I've been searching for a few months now, and I guess I've refined what I'm looking for a bit, but I've also realized this kink community is about a lot more than just nursing and milk. I would say that I'm looking for an ANR to start, I get the appeal of just ABF but there's something about this kink that makes me want to go towards the ANR side. I'll explain.

I feel like breastfeeding offers a sense of closeness, of nurturing, and of genuine care and love. That feeling, to me, feels out of place in a casual encounter, and makes me want to experience those feelings in a dedicated relationship. I guess I see breastfeeding as something that can make a relationship just that much more loving and intimate. Maybe this is me being naïve, but I want to have the same person I breastfeed from also be the person I go out to eat with, explore the world with, live life with, and cuddle with at the end of the night while drinking sleepy time milk.

I guess I crave the comfort of a hand on the back of my head, slowly stroking my hair as I drink from a breast attached to someone I love. Maybe it's the closeness, maybe it's the warmth of being connected to someone so intimately, maybe it's something else that I can't quite explain, but I've realized that this is where I could feel safe and loved.

If this sounds like something you might be interested in, shoot me a DM!

Quick stats: 5'10", 235lb, average build but definitely not perfect, fair-skinned, brown eyes, black smooth hair, kind but shy personality. Avid semi-pro photographer. Bisexual, and proud of it.

I can send face pics if you would like, I would ask you do the same. I can't believe I have to say this, but if you're just looking for a tribute, please look elsewhere. I can host if needed, I have my own bedroom in a shared 4-bedroom apartment. I ride the rails instead of drive, so I can be pretty much anywhere in the Philly/south NJ/DE/DC area pretty quickly. I will disclose here that I am autistic, though high-functioning. If you're not comfortable with someone neurodivergent, I might not be the right fit for you.