I know that the more I pump, the more my breasts will need to be pumped, and I've only just begun but my breasts are already aching for it. I can feel my body changing and it feels out of my control. I don't mean to lose myself completely to this idea but it all feels very natural and just right. My body on Yasmin feels incredible and my libido is going up so much too. All the negative effects are related to my sore growing boobs and reduced appetite (so maybe not so bad). The thought of being able to lactate and seeing my breasts grow is only arousing me more now, however tbh the logistics of actually getting there is seeming even more daunting. I work full time so it's hard to find the time to pump or even meet someone to suckle (ideal). I'm afraid to take the dom because it can mess with dopamine (don't want to be sad). The only thing moving me forward now is the thought of seeing my boobs get huge, leaky, and veiny, and of course my breasts themselves... because they are aching to be pumped so badly.