As of late I have been looking at other women more than usual. Their breasts, their movements. I get flushed and shy, but it's been there for weeks. I have been processing a lot of stuff as of late and I really, badly, hungrily want to be nourished by another woman.

I want to have her caress my hair, and lead me with a pinched ear to her breast. I want to feel that soft gentle numbness in my focus that comes from body worship and that sort of role play.

I'm salivating looking at large breasted women online. I hunger for them, I get so wet, so focused it's hard to turn my mind away from it.

I want to be wrapped in warmth and comfort. I want to be nourished and nurtured. I want to feel safe against another woman's bossom.

🫦 Am I a bad girl?