Hello, this post is a bit wordy, but I've done my best to communicate who I am and what I am looking for so that you can make an informed decision. Enjoy.

TL;DR: I am grounded, peaceful, with a radiant smile, and a sense of childlike wonder that never left me. I want someone with an open heart to form a lasting emotional connection.

Physicality:

I'm 26, White, Blonde, Red, Brown, and Dark Brown bordering on black hair simultaneously. Intensely Green eyes, Very fit (6'1, 166 Lbs), I look like a younger Michael Fassbender or Viggo Mortensen. If you were picturing one of them as a court sorcerer in a fantasy world, you have me. My voice is very deep and soothing.

Personality:

I wake up and take 11 breaths focusing on my heart, trying to feel love and connectedness, being in the state of creation, where that ethos guides the generation of my thoughts and my actions. I'm very grounded, calm, and reflective, actively making an effort to cultivate peace in my actions, my gaze, my words, and my emotions - on the flip side, I love to play. I just discovered I could wall run a few days ago -I don't have the right words, it's so much fun! I feel that childlike wonder and its force as an animus of our actions is crucial to longevity and a fulfilled life - climbing trees, singing, smiling while walking under the sun, animal flow, capoeira, and yoga. I love making jokes but prefer someone with a positive sense of humour as I'm actively trying to eliminate cursing and unnecessary negativity from my vocabulary.

TLDR My inner state is designed to share my peace and happiness with the world.

Interests - At the moment, wilderness exploration, parkour, cooking from scratch (currently on a French kick) muay thai, wrestling, staff and rope dart for flow work, yoga, qigong, barefoot running, foraging (MUSHROOM SEASON LETS GOOOOOOO) Shenanigans. If you need a body for literally any activity I am in ( except caves. I really don't care for small caves) There are so many other things but this post is already so long.

Daily life - My career revolves around psychoanalysis and biomechanics. My routine is a bit intensive as a result, daily yoga, strength & mobility-based workouts, dialed-in nutrition, meditation, and mindfulness. I am not as effective if I'm not at 100%. I get to help everyone from kids struggling with school to high-performance athletes and elderly people looking to regain the confidence to move. It is exactly where I am meant to be and I feel so happy to be where I am every single day. I like to cook elaborate meals, even for just myself. I spend as much time in the sun and barefoot as I can. In an ideal world, the weather would be warm, the grass soft and I would never have to wear clothing. Whenever I'm sad I like ice cream or a hug.

Who and what I'm looking for:

Someone I can really connect to deeply and emotionally, The type of person you start chatting to, and within minutes you feel your heart tugging in their direction. I want someone to suckle for hours (dry or wet) someone whose chest I can lay my head on in the quiet of the morning. Someone I can fall asleep holding and wake up pressed against. I want the mention of your name to be reminiscent of sunshine and happiness, to associate the softness of your skin with birdsong and the smell of an open window after it rains. I want someone who feels a deep, heady sensation in their chest at my words, someone who gets as much emotional and physical fulfilment from this as I do. I want to feel the warmth of your breasts against my face, feel the lush fullness of your nipples and areola like rose petals, the happiness, and appreciation from gazing at your chest, the connection I feel latching on, not just of physical satisfaction, but of my heart reaching out and finding an embrace. I feel like the word relationship, friend, mentor - none of these really fit. I want someone to make a lifelong connection with, that even if my head is not resting against your breasts years from now, we still chat, and still have an appreciation for the other.

In more specificity, I don't care if you're lactating or not, nor how much you weight, your skin colour, etc. I just love breasts. I am monogamous and looking for 1 woman. I'm looking for a long term arrangement. If you aren't near my location or one of the travel destinations I listed below, perhaps I am not for you. I would like someone I can meet with regularly or eventually share a space with.

My ideal partner:

Has a big heart and loves to cuddle. She takes care of herself (nothing to the degree of what I'm doing - No drugs, alcohol in moderation, body positive, the thoughts in your mind are generally of a glass half full. I want someone who feels the desire to help others, to nurture, someone who likes to smile. I'm putting an upper age limit of around 55-60 unless you happen to be immortal in which case please get in touch. Liking ice cream is a huge plus. I'm currently learning Spanish. Mi español es muy terrible. Por favor ten conversaciones conmigo.

Location - Southeast England, I do travel frequently, on the list in the next few months is the Pacific North-West, Argentina, Scotland & Mongolia.

My kinks - I have a strong craving for anything wholesome, soft gestures, holding, cuddling, and words of encouragement. My interest in suckling is the emotional and physical connection, over time, with the right person, I may be open to something more. I practice something called Karezza, but only with someone I feel a deep connection to with my heart. I want to get to know you on a deeper level than purely sexual.

If what I've written stirred feeling within your chest, please reach out.

Thank you for taking the time to read this. If you've read this far, include your favourite whimsical word (doesn't have to be a real word) in your response. I happen to enjoy "Perchance" and "Schmoople"

Please reply with something more than Hi, my brain will malfunction and I won't respond to you. I usually like asking about hobbies or career for common ground.