Life happened in a major way on top of some personal emotional issues and I stopped inducing again, I didn't realize it had been 6 whole months though! I started pumping a couple days ago because I can't stand my menstrual cycle being like it is anymore. The first time I induced and kept this going for close to 6 months and my period ended up going away completely and I really want to get that back. My cycle is awful like bleeding for 30 days only stopping for 10-15 and then starting again so I'm really hoping inducing this time will have the same effect as the first time

I'll be honest though the only reason I'm able to start again is because my friends are absolutely amazing and after me getting sad drunk one weekend and crying to my best friend about everything they basically told me to stop being stupid and if it's something that will help me feel better that it's not worth being embarrassed over and convinced me to start back up. I'm super lucky to work and spend most of my time with the same group of very close knit people and so while I still feel a little awkward pumping at work or stepping away while we hang out my friend will start giving me looks if they know I've gone more than 4 hours without pumping. Honestly I've never felt so lucky and I'm so excited to be able to do this again but without worry this time.

Anyway, I'm so happy to be able to come back to this amazing community and I can't wait to see how this go this time 💖