So… if you read my backstory, I started the process of stopping lactation due to some betrayal. It was a VERY long summer with downs and ups. My partner and I are back together after some working on trust again.

I never completely stopped lactating and I have started pumping more and trying different herbs. This time around : Shatavari & Moringa.

They seem to be at less caustic to my body than Goat’s Rue & Fenugreek. And they seem to be working in terms of how full I feel (I have not seen a lot of production just yet). But I have been an emotional wreck out of nowhere.

Then it occurred to me today, this happened the first time around right before my production kicked into high gear.

Am I imagining this? Or is this leading into what I think it is?