Anytime I notice any progress I completely stop myself from going further, because I am equally scared and excited about how large my breasts could potentially get. I'm not even sure they have grown THAT much yet but I can just feel them ache from the hormones and all my bras feel way too small - and I am constantly expressing clear drops when I pump. I have not increased my pumping schedule at all and I'm still not sure if I should even take domperidone (if it ever arrives, maybe I got scammed). I feel like I have to find a partner to fully experience this desire but that feels even more scary (and exciting) than the boob changes.

Anyone else here doing this *without* a partner and just for the sheer love of lactating? Is it like Field of Dreams, if I build the boobs will the sucklers just come lol? Like everything else in my life it seems the only way I am capable of approaching this is one day at a time.