32f. I have been dealing with bedwetting issues to various degrees my whole life. To this day it somewhat bothers me when I do this but was wondering if anyone else does as well. Typically I am a pretty heavy sleeper. I normally wear Trest or Abena M4 to bed. I have been wearing full diapers to bed for the last several years. In the past I would rarely wake up at night. I would pretty much always sleep through even when I wet. My sleep patterns have seemed to change in the last few months. I have been sleeping a bit lighter for some reason. Some nights I will wake up in the middle of the night with a full bladder or wake up just as I start going. In both of those cases I will just use my diaper instead of getting up. It does make me feel lazy but dealing with tapes in the middle of the night is a hassle. Also I have wasted many diapers because I couldn’t get the tapes to refasten right. I did try wearing a pull-up to bed last night but of course I ended up sleeping heavy and had a bad leak. Not sure why I do feel guilty about using the diaper on purpose. It seems silly but might be some subconscious thing from my childhood when I was dealing with bedwetting.