I think she's gone for good this time. I am undiagosed. I have my appointment tomorrow to talk to someone. We kept having cycles of her setting boundaries, and me pushing them, then saying I would change and inevitablly not changing. I feel like I'm just a shit person and don't know if that's all part of possibly being ADHD or just that I'm an unaware asshole. I said I would write things out more, sit on them, think them through before brining them up. I didn't do that. I'm just constantly thoughtless or half baked (Edit: I dont' mean high. I mean that my ideas are all thought through halfway if at all).

Have any of you felt the same way? Or done the same kind of thing? What did you do that broke the cycle? I asked her to stay and haven't heard back, but if I can't break this cycle then what good would that be.