Hey, So recently I admitted to a friend - who finally got some conclusions on why he’s been struggling with adapting to adulthood and being on his own - that I’m tired of not understanding why I’m struggling so hard at this adult thing. The other day, while watching a TikTok explaining why they feel like the name for ADHD should change to put a bit more emphasis on the attention hyperactivity part of ADHD and it got me to thinking… holy shit I may have ADHD. I mentioned this to another friend and their response was “It’s pretty obvious you have ADHD, have you ever tried to follow any of our conversations?” And I’m like “What do you mean it’s obvious???” So yesterday I spoke to my mom and she’s like “Well as a kid you functioned well with it so we didn’t see the point of seeking help” … like guys I’m 30… and my mom just told me I have ADHD… I mentioned it to all of my friends and they all said “I figured you knew and were just coping really well so I never brought it up” … I have been floundering since graduating high school. Struggling, considering myself a failure, attempted 3x, only to find out at 30 years old I just needed some help. Hell, some confirmation that I’m not a failure… I don’t even know where I’m going with this but now I question all of my interactions, everything I thought excited me and now I’m slowly becoming even more confused about who I am… and how did everyone around me know but me???