Hey guys for context I was adopted from Russia and have all my paperwork and stuff and am still looking for my birth mother.

Anyways, I was reading in depth some of the paper and read that I was left on a street by my birth mother and a resident of that street found me and reported my mother left me for several hours and hadn’t come back. Quote: “It was established the Lukanin was left by his mother Lukanina Y. V. in the Vidov street of the city of Novorossiysk. Confirmed abandonment date December 14th 1999”.

I was then take to the hospital and eventually the orphanage where it said: “During the entire time that the boy had been at the children’s institution no one had come to visit him or taken any interests in his fate”. Which thinking about more is kinda fucking me up, I was adopted eventually by a loving family whom is my family now and am grateful for it, but I’d still like closure and have so many questions. Does anyone else feel this way??